you know it was bad when....

my visiting teacher stops by after church and asks if everything is okay. is everything okay? yeah, why? oh did i look tired or something?..... lets recap, shall we?

it was great until my former book of mormon teacher came up and asked how i was doing (right before church started. the good lasted all of about two minutes). we've been in the ward for... almost TWO YEARS and he never realized i was the one who made the mistake of scheduling the class for 2 p.m. and sleeping through nearly every class and barely getting a passing grade. until today. how are you sister bowerman, i mean brewer? yeah, that wasn't totally embarassing. he claims he doesn't remember me (joe told him about it. i recognized him the first day of church and almost walked back out. thats how embarassed i was.) did i mention that his WIFE is my VT companion now?

that was nothing. really, it was the rest of it that got to me. yep. i was tired. and so was claire. neither of us slept last night. and she wouldn't take a nap at church. and she kept messing her diaper. and would not. sit. still. for two seconds. and wanted to run and jump and talk and scream and show how cute she is. and bang on the piano and fall off chairs, kick off her shoes, and then steal a candy cane from a young woman, start eating it and then freaking out when she realized her hands were sticky. was i on the verge of tears or screaming at claire every other minute? you betcha.

all of this would be solved very, very easily. i can see the answer. taste it in the air. feel it everywhere around me.

but alas, we have FIVE MORE LONG MONTHS before she can go to nursery.

the worst is that i know a lot of people with kids who have a reeeeaallllly hard time with nursery. claire would handle it better than the 3 year olds. shes pretty attatched to me at the moment, but give her room to romp and shes a happy girl!

i try and enjoy church. promise. we take books, snacks, bottles, i pay attention to her, but its just not enough anymore. the girl has more energy than a nuclear bomb. i know that because it looks like one went off on our pew each sunday after sacrament.

may 3, 2010, you cannot get here any faster.

next week will be better. it will be better because we will be in joe's home ward with extra hands to help. joe's home ward won't know what hit them. maybe we'll just tell everyone shes 18 months and stick her in nursery there?

done venting.

i can't get enough of this. so in love.
luke and claire

please. just click and watch. it'll make your day.
its like they are already an old couple.
and the way she lays her head on his shoulder.

(claire has an obsession with being "in" things right now.
drawers, baskets, boxes, laundry, legs of a chair, you name it.
pretty sure she convinced him it was fun.
looks like it was)

about DIED

when i saw this on my friend katharine's blog! claire and her buddy luke had a play date on friday. little did i know it was a real date! i guess these two know what they want and just go for it. my goodness. gotta watch out for her i guess!

already holding hands??? they aren't even two!!!

how to frustrate your parents

by Claire Brewer

1. climb the chairs and get on the kitchen table, over, and over, and over again.
2. when they pull you down and spank you, cry for a second like it actually hurt, then climb up again.
3. when they put the chairs in the family room on their sides, climb on those then fall and cry because you got hurt.
4. when they stand in the way of the table, run around the other way, trying to be sneaky.
5. try and be cute and funny when you are really misbehaving, saying "hi" and nodding like its cute or something. (it really is. but stop trying to get us to forget what we're talking about!)

claire, i love you! you are too smart! i just want you to be safe. please stop climbing on the table.

love, mommy

ps- while i am frustrated that you have a fascination with climbing on the table, i am very happy you learned your lesseon that the christmas tree hurts when you grab at it.

whoops...

forgot about blogging again.... not. just been a little busy! we had thanksgiving at our house this year, and what with everything going on.... claire's bday, chris's bday, my parent's anniversary, oh and chris got married, its just not been top ofthe priority list- sorry ya-ya! but to make up for it: some pictures!
this is claire right after the byu-utah game. go cougs!
these two are mostly for claire's yaya. she LOVES her new dress. can you tell?

a few snapshots from the wedding. didn't take many because there were about fifty other people with cameras. i'm sure there will be more to come.


my older bro. probably the happiest i have ever seen him.


this is my young, hottie mom. my cousin called her a young, spring chick. and she was mistaken as my sister once, and as claire's mom another time. miss her a TON already.

i just can't believe how fast claire is growing. she was at 24 lbs., and 32 inches at her one-year check up. she is talking up a storm and finally has two sign language signs down. more, which in general means give me some of what you have, and drink. and shes starting to nod yes and no. which i fully attribute to sesame street. and she totally loves slides! like, gets mad when you take her away from one.
claire's boyfriend luke. total hottie. they give each other hugs and claire just follows him everywhere.

addy is the smartest girl you will ever meet. she's the most proper little girl.

a little of late

all out of order, but here's some of what we've been up to. trip up to park city- claire was really interested in the snow, but could care less for how cold it was! she HATES being cooped up and tried to escape as often as possible. turns out joe actually broke his ankle, and as such gets special privileges, such as riding in the scooter thing at costco. claire turned one, she loves bathtime more than anything. we threw a little bridal shower for my soon to be sister-in-law! claire thinks she is hilarious when she looks in the mirror. and the best one- claire got a tu-tu from her grammy and LOVES it! she twirls and spins whenever she puts it on. and she likes being in boxes. and she thinks the vents are funny when the blow her hair.

and thats that. enjoy.

for your enjoyment

i think everyone should click over to the vid-blog right now and watch the newest video. this is what we did for the entirety of our FHE on monday, because claire was having a really good time. she loves if you're happy and you know it, popcorn popping, and jesus wants me for a sunbeam. and note: this video was taken at the end of it, after singing it 20 times already. she just cracks us up.

CLICK HERE

my little sweet

oh how i love my little sweet claire. we got her one year old pictures today. she did so well, as tired, runny-nosed, and bored with the whole thing as she was!

before you wonder what is going on with the pink fairy/ballerina/pj's thing you need to be informed that my mom would buy my sisters and me these nightgowns every year from mormon handicraft. they were made of the same silky stuff, had a robe, and lace- we loved them. my mom found this and thought claire had to have one. i think she looks like a mischevious little fairy in it! and i think its great.
we brought in the quilt her ya-ya made. love it.



she is currently trying to figure out how to jump. its hilarious.

her giraffe toy from ya-ya. she scoots around all the time.

she is ALWAYS putting her hands behind her head. such a babe.
i love her.

thanks for taking us grammy! claire loves ya as much as she loves us i think, and her heart is so big, i don't mind. i love grammy too.

trying to collect

i've had this in my head for a while.... i read the entire series in fifth grade {and LOVED it} and recently decided i wanted to get the whole series. i found the first one yesterday at the DI and was pretty stoked. it wasn't this one, it was #4. just thought i'd share.

my new get-things-done device

elmo dvd's! we finally decided on getting claire some elmo dvd's for her b-day. she LOVES watching vidoes on youtube, but she also tries to destroy the computer.... so now she can watch them on tv! and i can get some things done. because her three hour nap each day is NOT long enough for me to do it all. i PROMISE to use this sparingly. at least she gets up and dances when its on!

{FYI- here are the reasons why i cannot get it all done

1-she HATES anything that makes loud noises like the vacuum cleaner, hair dryer, etc.

2-i cannot get things in the dishwasher without her grabbing a knife.

3-going through ANYTHING with paper (bills, coupons, magzines, books, you name it) cannot be done- paper is her favorite and will eat it.

4-i can't sweep or mop- she grabs either the mop and/or broom, or the dirt being swept up.

5-she can climb onto the table now.

6-i can't take a shower when she is awake- she wants in!

7-the high chair only lasts so long, and picking up the cheerios gets really old, really fast.

and there are plenty more. so glad grammy is here to help out with her for a few weeks!}